Things are good. Im still alive..even though sometimes it doesn’t feel like it as I nod off to the shakes and turns of the tube after another night of a lot of everything but sleep. Happy new year… a little late I know.. my timing is always a little off anyways. Im not going to make stupid resolutions that are unreasonable and unobtainable.. if there’s one thing I think im particularly good at is being reasonable with what I can and can’t do, all except in what I do. I was told by a fellow art student that I never do the easy thing. And my driving instructor who told me that he never met anyone who made their own life so difficult when it really didn’t need to be. But that would be down to second guessing not ambition. So anyways now that ive established myself as a bit of a schizophrenic, on to the resolutions:
- take more leaps of faith. Take risks.
- Start more random conversations with strangers…
- Be a better friend and keep in touch better
- Reconnect with old friends that I’ve lost contact with
- Take better care of myself.
- Do the right thing. Say whats right.
- Trust yourself to do the right thing
- Change attitude to work. Be more passionate.. even if its not illustration -.- regain that scott mccloud attitude 
I currently lack any kind of drive.
- Learn!
And finally…
- learn to cook Chinese foods myself
- print pics to keep record of what I do.
- Finish the list of things to do (from the previous journal. Now unlocked) by the 2nd year… while the list keeps growing…
And that’s it.. they’re not great changes.. but lets just say things I see as fundamental flaws in who I am. Being where I am now doing what im doing now has created things that were never a problem before.
